June 12, 1996--a pleasant summer morning awaited a festive group who had gathered to celebrate the long-awaited groundbreaking of the library addition. The night before I had helped library director Dottie Thomas & her oldest son, Ben, clear the lot of sticks and rocks and the event went off without a hitch. The pre-school kids with their tiny shovels made a great photo op and the air was full with anticipation and excitement, although mine was due more to an upcoming trip to England than the building project. After all, how much would it really affect me? If I knew then what I know now, I may have run for the hills, too.
Fast forward to June 12, 1997--it was beastly hot with no AC in the original Carnegie building, the addition was under seige by displaced pigeons, and I was off my self-imposed deadline to open the addition exactly one year to the day of the groundbreaking. But it was close enough and people who didn't know the inside scoop were excited and we opened amidst much fanfare (even though things weren't quite as smooth as I had hoped). But to this day, I still get teary-eyed when I think of the exchange with the handicapped man who told me he had waited four years to get into the library. That made the blood, sweat, & many tears worth it.
Then on June 12, 1998--dedication day, even though part of the building had been used for a year and the renovation of the other half wasn't quite finished (we won't go into how long that took!) The best part for me was seeing the faces of those persons I had come to know & appreciate (despite the butting of heads on several occasions) who had traveled to Pittsburg for the important event. The meeting room was full--no doubt causing the first of many remarks along the lines of "why didn't you make it bigger?'", "why did you do it this way?", etc, etc.--but that time I let it slide off my back--I wanted to enjoy one day. And I did.
June 12, 2006--much has transpired in a decade. Many who rejoiced at the beginning are no longer with us, except in spirit. My bravado when Dottie left quickly dissolved and my self-confidence took many, many hits--from which I'm still trying to recover. But that which didn't break me only made me stronger and I am not as fearful of facing new challenges. I'm much more aware of buildings (some would say more critical, I call it discerning), and the added space (yes, critics--we have a tremendous amount of room compared to ten years ago!) has created all kinds of programming opportunities and addition of materials.
Regrets? Of course. But I try to focus on the good points. The people (well, most of them. I could have done without a few of the construction guys). To this day when I hear the phrases "apples to oranges" and "more bang for your buck", I laugh (sometimes ruefully) when I remember wanting to strangle Vance for saying one or the other (or both) for the five hundredth time. And of course, I love it when visitors and patrons come up and say complementary things about the building and knowing that I played a very small role in its transformation. So would I have given up the opportunity for an easier life? Well, not today. And probably not tomorrow.
And there has been one constant throughout the past eight years: I still want to work for the architects (hear that Dave?)
Happy Anniversary.
PS--for those looking for a book list, come to the library & I can pull out many, many titles on architecture, libraries, and anything else you want to read about. Despite my building project experience, finding books is still what I do and like best about this job..